Yesterday while I was at a new shopping mall enjoying looking at things, One of my Thai best friends called from China... she suddenly cried and said Yong, please cry with me... he brings his girlfriend here. I wasn't sure if it was becoz' of my phone battery is low but after she finished the sentense, the line disconnected. I couldn't call her back becoz' it was a private number. I think i know exactly how she felt at that time... I e-mail her today and hope that she will get better after reading my e-mail... and if i could hope more than that i hope to see a smile after she read it. It wasn't a nice feeling to go through but it's good to have experience... so you can get tougher... get stronger... you know exactly how your friends feel... and you know they will be able to go thru it after all. Not easy and i never think that i can come this far. Never think that i can forget and yes honestly I can never forget but that feeling is gone... after all. And i'm glad today i truely understand "leave something you love to get something better". If I do not leave that feeling behind, I wouldn't find a lovely fine day like this...:) I would like to count this as another blessing... thank you, Father.